What to do after Berklee?

I usually write my blog in Japanese, but this time I am writing in English.
I appeared to the radio show of Berklee Internet Radio Network last week and I
was interviewed what I will do after Berklee in Japanese.
So, if you can understand Japanese, please check it out.
http://soundcloud.com/aco9q/birn20101119
It was a great opportunity that Yui interviewed the topic which
is the matter for all the Berklee student who graduate soon.
As it is known, it's hard to find a music job in this situation.
Everyone feels so hard now.
You don't need to agree with me.
I understand my opinion is not applicable to all.
Am I a dreamer? Am I crazy?Am I selfish? It's OK.
My decision is coming from my experiences, situation and life, and
it is deeply connected with my personality, too.
I am sure it is be the best answer of me now.

I am writing a part of what I spoke at about after Berklee
in Japanese at the radio show.
I am anxious if I could transfer what I spoke exactly, but try my best.

Yui=DJ Satoko=another guest of the radio show, Aco9Q=me

Yui "From Now, I want people from Japan to introduce today's guests again.
Ayako Yamauchi from 9Q".

Aco 9Q "I'm 9Q, Hello~~~~~!!!!"

Yui "Then, Satoko Utsumi, A.K.A Usako san".

Satoko"Hello".

Yui "So, can you introduce again yourself? Ayako".
Aco 9Q "Sure,Hey, My name is Aco9Q, I'm an engineer, composer, arranger, and a guitar player.
I am focusing mastering right now."
Yui"Thank you.Then, Satoko. Can you introduce yourself?".
Satoko"I am as same as Ayako, I'm a composer. Also I am a pianist. Sometime I arrange music.
I major in Electronic Production and Design at Berklee College of Music."
Yui "I see. So, you guys proceed your major. right?".
Aco9Q "We are in the same major. Little different what we do, though".
Satoko "I agree. Ayako loves to work at the studio. On the other hand, I love to compose and sequence at home."

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Yui "By the way, Ayako, you want to be an engineer? Is it your goal?"
Aco9Q "I hope, so".
Yui " If you can't be an engineer, what you'll be?"
Aco9Q " I am myself as usual."
Yui "So your goal is a man who has the mirror and walk on the street?"
(It's a Japanese joke. Hard to translate...)
Aco9Q "{laugh} I don't walk the street with a mirror. But anyway, 9Q is 9Q".
Yui" You won't be 10Q or 8Q? or maybe Melolin Q?"
Aco9Q "No, not at all."
Aco9Q " To describe what I can do is important such as
an engineer, composer, arranger or a guitar player etc.
But these are not so much different for me. All is...musician.
All is making music, you know. I'd like to keep doing what I like. THat's it.".

Aco9Q" One of my mentor who is a Japanese professional baseball player,Tsuyoshi
Shimoyanagi at Hanshin Tigers.
He appealed to the baseball fans on the TV show that,
"Many people quit baseball for the reason that they don't have strong body.
But, I want you to find the reason to continue what you like. He added the word,
"Try not to excuse yourself to find the reason to quit what you like"
His words inspired me so much. So, I want to find my way to continue music
that I like."
Yui " So, it is significantly to continue music. So you strain yourself for that. Is that
what you are saying?."
Aco9Q "Yeah, if I can continue to make music, whatever I can be."
Yui" Sounds cool... but..."
Aco9Q "(laugh) So, what?"
Yui" Because I am a realist. Sounds not practical for me."
Aco9Q " Got it. Whatever the occupation is fine for me. I can work as a cleaning staff,salesgirl at the convenience store, or whatever else.
If the person is the great guitarist who work at the convenience store, thats cool.
Don't you think so?"
Yui " I agree. What do you think Usako san about Ayako's opinion?"
Satoko "Hmmm, Good."(????)
everyone "ha ha ha ha ha!!!!"
Yui" ha ha Are you really sure to have any responsibility what you said Satoko?"
Yui " So, Ayako. Your opinion is that what you want to do is the best. right?"
Aco9Q "I said I'd like to find the way to continue what I like."
Satoko" If you can live forever just doing what you like. But it's hard, I think."
Aco9Q "Life will not happen again after I die. It is one time chance.
It's not easy. It's short. Therefore, I'd like to enjoy it."
Satoko " But again, it's hard. Don't you think so?"
Aco9Q "You don't need to do if you don't want. If you want, I won't stop
you to do."
Yui " You cool."
Aco9Q "If you think it's hard, you can try to find the way to continue it. "
Yui" I agree. That' right. So, go for it."